I had a nightmare!

I was so sad yesterday. First of all, I woke up early in the morning with a nightmare. I dreamt that I was pregnant again, and it ended with a miscarriage again :(. I dunno why I had this dream, but it just came to me... sobs... I told my hubby about the dream. Without much hesitation, he said to me, "Ok, we dun wan a baby." That made me very sad too...

Next, I found someone on the internet who seems to know a lot about temperature charting and ovulation testings. I emailed her my temperature chart which I have been plotting for some comments. From my chart, she suspected that I might be ovulating immature egg :( It has never come across my mind. I hate to know that there is more medical condition that will hinder me from conceiving.

Ok, I will try to forget about the dream. I will not believe that I am ovulating immature egg. I will believe that I have ovulated earlier than expected this cycle. Sigh... this "trying to conceive" phase is so stressful... Maybe I will stop all the testings and the temperature taking cycles... I will just tell my gynae "It's too stressful for me."