Labour Day - 2005

It's Labour day today. Hubby gotta work overnite tonite.

The month of April had passed by so fast. I did not have much accomplishment with my thesis. I have surfed the web a lot looking for information. I wanted to finish a chapter, but I do not have the motivation to. I know I gotta persevere and work harder. This week, I felt stress and I had been swimming daily. For the past few days, I swam fast. I do not know where did I get the energy to swim fast without feeling as tired as before. Maybe my stamina has increased.

Today, I was super duper tired. I woke up at 10am and went grocery shopping at cold storage with hubby. I had never felt so tired before. I could just close my eyes. For some reason, my tiredness was accompanied by a headache. What's wrong with me eih? "I dunno" will be the answer.

After dinner, I was surfing the web again to look for recipes for "bubur chacha". I stumbled upon a website (http://penangfaces.chanlilian.net/) with some interesting write up about food from Penang - a place famous for good food in Peninsula Malaysia. There's a link to the author's website for her son at http://www.geocities.com/my_little_vincent/. I read through the articles in the links and I felt sad. Her son, Vincent was a premature baby and did not manage to pull through the ordeal of being premature. His mom was a very strong lady indeed. From the articles she wrote, I can feel the pain that she had gone through. May god bless her...

I think back about my miscarriage. I should be strong cos my baby was not with me as long. I did not went through a lot as compared to Lilian and many others out there. I thank God for giving me the strength to go on with life.